So the weather, from what I've heard, has been absolutely dismal. Raining all the time, muggy, gross, and sometimes sunny. Throw in a side dish of a city/garbage strike for over a month, rat and fruitfly infestations, and... well, you've got 2009 summer in toronto, folks.

I've been working my goddamn ass off for as much as I can. I'm talking 13-15 hour days after all my traveling to/from work is said and done. I'm exhausted, every day. I'll go a week or so without even TOUCHING my computer at home... I just want to SLEEP.

CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL OMFG!! I'm finally doing it! I MADE IT. I finally fucking made it, after EVERYTHING that was thrown at me. I'll HATE it in a month, just wait. But Oh MY GOD, I can't wait to be back. I have/am worked/working so hard to get here. I know working/waiting like this means that I'll appreciate school and my success that much more, and I'll try that much harder... but jeeze.

Don't even talk to me about my family (mom's side). They're just like... wow, what the fuck is wrong with you people? Worst birthday ever, really. Thanks guys My 19th birthday party memory... hmmm, well, running to hide in my bedroom at my grandparents' and cry til my boyfriend and brother realize something is wrong and come looking for me. <3 you guys cause I wouldn't have survived the day without you'z.

Ben and I, we have our ups and downs. When we fight, it's nasty because I have such a brutal temper, and his isn't much better. A blowup gets fast and furious, and hopefully solved by the next time we see each other. I'm happy though. <3 The fighting isn't daily, and it's getting better the more we're learning to talk to one another. We hit three months on the 15th, and it's a hell of a hassle to combine opposite work schedules, living in different cities and neither of us drives. X_X; Another reason why going back to school will be great

He's at work right now.. Stayed the night and we were up at six... I'm still up, and really kicking myself for it. UGHHH, need sleep My last day before school basically, to sleep in. And I'm up at six. HAH. T_T;

Kill me.
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